Chapter 1 - The Magician

Traveling on his way, the Fool first encounters a Magician. Skillful, self-confident, a powerful magus with the infinite as a halo floating above his head, the Magician mesmerizes the Fool. When asked, the Fool gives over his bundled pack and stick to the Magician. Raising his wand to heaven, pointing his finger to Earth, the Magician calls on all powers; magically, the cloth of the pack unfolds upon the table, revealing its contents. And to the Fool's eyes it is as if the Magician has created the future with a word. All the possibilities are laid out, all the directions he can take. The cool, airy Sword of intellect and communication, the fiery Wand of spirituality and ambition, the overflowing Chalice of Love and emotions, the solid Pentacle of work, possessions and body. With these tools, the Fool can create anything, make anything of his life. But here's the question, did the Magician create the tools, or were they already in the pack? Only the Magician knows - and on this mystery, our eloquent mage refuses to say a word.

Chapter 0 - The Fool

With all his worldly possessions in one small pack, the Fool travels he knows not where. So filled with visions and daydreams is he, that he doesn't see the cliff he is likely to fall over. At his heel, a small dog harries him (or tries to warn him of a possible mis-step).

To Be Continued...

Darkness Of Despair

I really saw... what was that wave of darkness, I thought... I just can't get why all the people around me now just tries to burrow themselves into darkness of despair. Why...

Is it so easy? Why you cry and mourn all the time for your life? Does it change anything? YOU should be the person who asks these questions dear, not me..

Fly through your history my friend, remember your childhood dreams. They may be long forgotten but still there, just waiting for the tiny percent of possibility to be recognized by you...

Leave your despair behind now my dear and fly to the luminous sun of your dreams... you know you can do whatever you want... of course if you want so

Well, I would rather prefer wielding words of enthusiasm like sharp swords but alas, my skills on english prevents me doing so...

But at least until the sunset, let the light surround you... and let your flesh to synthesize vitamin D

Flawless Deception Technics #1

I just had absolutely rough 2 days and now I'm edge of madness, talking to myself all the time. But, thank goodness, still I can act as I'm normal, when somebody approaches me. Well if you don't look properly, then you can't understand the time I'm losing power unless I totally collapse. But I too, show some signs of weakening, though they are not so obvious. But I think I'm learning to focus my energy properly.

It is not hard to make field-efficient actions when I'm at my full energy. But, as I'm slowly slipping of the edge, it is too dangerous for me to take that kind of actions. So am I hopeless now?
Of course not :D

I may not take a field-effect action but I still can choose a field-effect person :D That is the bronze key of Leo's-Special-Part-#1

The silver key to Leo's-Special-Part-#1 is to create false target(s) for the field effect person and smoothly put him/her in a position where he/she can 'see' the target(s), making him/her believe that he/she is so 'clever' and able to find everything on 'himself/herself'

The gold key is to Leo's-Special-Part-#1 is to confuse all the targets ( real and false ), pull them in dilemma, increase possibilities then create a chaos.

And the funniest step of them all, put all the answers right under their nose. Don't ever try to hide your answers at all. If you put them right under your targets' noses, they automatically render all the answers (no matter how obvious they are) invisible for themselves. This is the platinum key of Leo's-Special-Part-#1

Now what will you do my dear prey :D :D :D
(Should I consider being a politician, I wonder?)

Insanity Garden

Joy Joy Joyyy, enjoyyy! I've just break the ropes and freed my mind!! Out of my way, yee-haaa!

It is so amuzing to confuse others with insanity, that reminds me of confuse gas trap from "Deception 3 : Dark Delusion"

Hmm I'll find it's soundtrack one day, I love musics of that game. (Actually, I've found it at last)

Non, non, let me explain moi, I'm not crazy ( well, not yet :D ) and I'm not drunk or smt like that.

I'm just havin' fun, really, makin fun of life out there. I wonder if there is a full moon nowadays? Everyone's acting all weird? (I just heard that there isn't full moon nowadays) but still everyone keeps coming out of the blue and saying weird things.

Well I'm too affected by this blessed madness, thank goodness!

Now let me introduce myself mademoiselle or monsieur, Je m'apelle Leonard, your edge of madness.

So, now I can leave you alone to think; please dream of moi, oui?

Against the sands of time...

We are changing, continuosly. Now I clearly see when I look back to the past, how we were different...

The question is why. Why we deny that we are changed and keep believing we are same...

I'm growing older and older... Now I'm 20 years old... Is childhood beyond my grasp now?

But, for a certainty, I loved so many people, yet cared of them too much. However, I don't regret that. Instead, it is more appropriate to accept and embrace my mistakes and take a step ahead. If I'd never made a single mistake, I wouldn't be here, part of the plan I believe...

It is also a question that, who am I writing for? Does anyone read my crazy-talk? If there any, are they able to understand these sentences which corrupted by my puny english knowledge...

Am I alone? Am I all alone in the whole world?

Do you know how you obtruct yourself?

Indeed, people always seem to obstruct themselves in many ways. The most common way is unintentionally using your subliminal brain.

As an easy-to-understand example: Dancing.

A lot of people around me attending to dance lessons. But why? Is "Salsa" something divine and only can be discovered by an ancient monk? No it's definately not!

An ordinary man just jumps out and starts shaking his butt, but, but what's happening there, oh my God! A divine dance technique is just discovered!!! Let's name it "Salsa"!!!!

No it is definately not happening in this way, of course. So why don't you create your dance moves instead? Close your eyes and let your body express your feelings, let your body free...

There are times you should listen to your heart... Why don't you try it now?

Trying doesn't hurt you.