Does it matter?

Something really tries to prevent me from writing these lines... How vain...

But I have lyrics of all those songs to explain myself, so it doesn't matter...

You know you're pushing you push your luck again
You know you're twisted you twist the knife again
You know I'll save my pain for the darkest night

We know there's nothing we know the past is gone
I realise you're not the only one
I'll take my time, the future's bright

Or maybe this...

Our feelings play with us,
But you must keep yourself under control
If you're searching for resolves,
Be ready for the tolls

No, I'm not some FREAK!!

And again, someone, yes, someone is trying very desperate to pull me out of the pond of gloom...

There is a way to understand without a language, don't be afraid
Use the words you've found, dance around
Just a simple way to be yourself...
...today

Leonard... You've really been an help...